August 2010
“Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for truth.”
– Benjamin Disraeli (via quote-book)
“Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you...”
– Epicurus (via bitchville)
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
1. Kindness: The first step in winning my heart, is warming it. Be supportive, be helpful, and be humble. Let me see that you genuinely care about others. Be selfless.
2. A sense of humor: If you can make me laugh…you’re golden. Even nerdy humor is cute!
3. Know how to cook: Knowing how to cook is a sign that you can take care of yourself, and if you can take care of yourself, then...
LENNOX IS AWESOME!
…SIIIIIIIKE!
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
1. Flirtatiousness: You can be nice to other people, that’s not a problem, but don’t make me feel like I’m competing with other people, cause that’s already replaying over and over in my head.
2. Disrespect: Don’t disrespect me, others, and most importantly yourself. Be kind, supportive when needed, and most importantly, be truthful. Don’t talk down to me like...
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order...
1. Mommy
2. Papa
3. Kuya Anthony
4. Kuya Brian
5. Amber
…there are like 6 people who I also wanted to put down that are missing…BUT I thought I should just follow the rules! -___-
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. Bought that shirt.
2. Wore my heart on my sleeve.
3. Let you in so much, cause now it hurts now that I feel you’ve pulled away.
4. Sent that text.
5. Given so much of myself.
6. Told you I missed you.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. What am I going to eat today??? Should I bring food or just buy?? Hmmmm
2. Why does everyone hate me!? :(
3. I’m bored. Who’s online that I can bother??? OOOo OKAY!
4. Why do I feel soo much!? Can I just not feel everything? I’m so tired. :/ I feel and feel for everyone else, but I feel as though no one is ever there to feel for me! I want to cry! UUUGGGHHHH!
5. I love you...
“The hardest thing in life is to know which bridge to cross and which to burn.”
– David Russell (via bitchville)
Re-prioritzing
From now on I’m putting myself first. I wrack my brain every single day wondering who I can really count on, especially up in Berkeley, and the realization that I’ve come to: The only person I can really count on and who I know will love me the way I deserve to be loved is myself. I’m tired of feeling, especially for others. I feel as though I’m ALWAYS the one making an...
Things = Not Okay...but what else is new.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Know how to cook…Or at least attempt to. Even if you can’t cook anything for me, I’ll find it completely enjoyable watching you try…and I’ll probably end up cooking for you! haha
2.Look at me as though every moment we share together might be the last.
3. Be kind to others. Show that you care for them as much as they care for you, and do the same with me.
4. Sing...
Realizations.
I just had the most AMAZING day today with friends who I haven’t seen in forever, and rather than living in the moment and staying on this high, I feel anxious. I think about returning to Berkeley and all I feel is fear. Here in San Diego I constantly find my self feeling surprised with just how much people care about me, and I’m scared to head back to Berkeley because I know that once...
James Morrison - You Make It Real (Acoustic)
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Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. My FAVORITE tv show in the entire world of worlds is CHARMED! (I love it so much I’m going to get the symbol they have on their book of shadows (the triquetra) tattooed on me someday! Haha)
2. I have an overactive imagination and I over think EVERYTHING!
3. I LOVE Taco Bell! It’s my FAVORITE fast food place!
4. I’m from San Diego…BUT I don’t know where anything...
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten...
1. I missed you sooo much. And I end almost every conversation we have and just about every facebook wall post with “I love you” because it makes me incredibly happy when you say it back. The first time I ever said it to you, you didn’t reciprocate because you said you didn’t want to say it if you didn’t mean it. You may not always know what to say, but the fact that...
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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons. Day Nine: Two smileys that describe...
“OH MY GOSH! RANDOLPH! It’s been so long!…I’m going to...”
–
Rachelle Gatchalian (BEST prom date ever and overall really good friend).
My small and short trip to San Diego has already proven to be a very fulfilling one. Never in such a short amount of days have I felt so appreciated and so calm and clear minded.
Lesson of the trip: The best kinds of...
“Remember sadness is always temporary. This, too, shall pass.”
– Chuck T. Falcon (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“When a person really desires something, all the universe conspires to help that...”
– Old King, The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. (via quote-book)
“Know this: though love is weak and hate is strong, Yet hate is short, and love...”
– Kenneth Boulding (via quote-book)
Kelly Clarkson - Tip of My Tongue
“A hug can turn your day around, it’s like an emotional Heimlich. Someone puts...”
– Pushing Daisies (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“About all you can do in life is be who you are. Some people will love you for...”
– Rita Mae Brown (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart.”
– C.S Lewis (via quote-book)
“The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.”
– Jennifer Aniston (via quote-book) 